Me? Myself? My childhood?

Some asked me my childhood life! uhhhhh! Full of desperate!!!! Called me Gay! by techer Daw San San and U Balu in 8 standard Selfish! Fatherless dunce! by a friend, Phone Phyo in 5 standard, Dying Jerk! Brainless Free Thinker! Moonshine in Bamboo! by teacher Daw Li Li in 5 standard.

By myself! from childhood, i have had the capacity for hardwork. may be partly linked to my grandfather, grandmother and mother who were very driven and hardworking people. partly also because as a child i was struggling with my teachers and friends while proving them i was a trimph over their critics. the whole challenge of doing ur homework for ur exams while fighting together for our family financial crisis is an extraordinary character building process. at that time, i was still small in a literal sense. but i was not small in my vision and my impact on the environment. i was not small in my aspirations.

At my personal level, my mother remains my hero for all sorts of reasons. at the educational and professional level, i have tremendous admiration for Eistein and Feynman.

Jerk! Phyco! Dunce!

About fourteen years ago, Physics and Scientific thinking was nothing to me, it was a new thing. it became rooted in me. but at the same time, i behaved and thought differently and that leaded my friends and family members call me jerk, phyco and dunce. by the age of 17, i was having deeply feeling for being oppressed. i was not a scientist but i know how they do and think in the next world. i wish i would meet them.

now it is growing big ( my style ) . all i want now is being satisfied with my thinking over nature matters and engineering matters. it's gotten large. i can have fun with it and get benefits from it. And those friends and family members of me were dissing it ( they called revoluationary thinking or jerk thinking ), i dont know what they're going to do. they said i was just a kid who put out some causal style and all would be gone within two months. now i am able to prove that all who thought my style was a passing phase have it all wrong. now it is my turn that i need to educate them and open their eyes.

East & West

Collective and mutual responsibility------individualism
Authoritarianism, paternalism and abolutism------self-determination
Inequality and hierarchy------equality before the law
Subjects------citizens
Duties------rights

what kind of way do i choose?

The path i've now chosen is full of challenges! But it is one of the most consistent with my character and my courage as a man who does what he must -----in spite of personal consequence, in spite of obstacles, dangers and pressures-- and this is the basis of human morality. the cost of my aim is too high. But i have always paid it. one sure path that i never choose. that is the path of surrender and submission.

Shift my life?

Who shif(s) my life? u? me myself? who else? or A situation or A sentense? i dont think no one can shift me including myself. but i have been shifted. so i have been being shifted by no subjects? no ! all i have been doing are due to sound reasons. arr gee
what i am talking abt? now i know i have been shifted by idea which i believe is right! i am living with it, for it, in it. i hate those technical literate with no philosophical background.