what kind of way do i choose?

The path i've now chosen is full of challenges! But it is one of the most consistent with my character and my courage as a man who does what he must -----in spite of personal consequence, in spite of obstacles, dangers and pressures-- and this is the basis of human morality. the cost of my aim is too high. But i have always paid it. one sure path that i never choose. that is the path of surrender and submission.